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Wednesday, January 9th, 2008
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7:35 pm - o goodess
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so I've been working with nancy bannon this week. Which is fantastic - although entirely painful. shes just a powerhouse. we're jumping and rolling and crawling and i don't even know. but then in with all of the aerobics we have to reach into our emotions - or at least i do. apparently i'm an emotional wreck even when I'm not stressed. she seems to love that i can pretty much cry on cue. I talk and start crying. fantastic. thats what i get for crying duurin the audition. now i et to cry on stage every day! hooray! it is truly a great experience though. I mean i love working with guest artists. It gives me all different types of chroeographich and collaborative styles. i like observing this.i learn so much without that being the point of this experience.
i really have grown so much since coming to asu. i think people who decide that they don't need to go to college and they can just start dancing right off are immature. you get so much growth and so many experiences that you wouldnt have otherwise. i would have been lost without this. it makes it all seem possible.
current mood:  sore
current music: the replacements!
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| Monday, June 11th, 2007
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12:18 pm
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i hate doctors. I'm tired of getting tests.
another two weeks and i'll get more results and then probably have to go back for more tests and procedures.
booo
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| Sunday, May 13th, 2007
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2:31 pm
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i hate moving and i hate looking for jobs.
it's all so annoying.
once it's done, it's good, but everything leading up to it is pure annoyance and stress and a big mess. and unorganized mess. I can't plan anything while trying to get a enw job, because i don't know whats coming up. and while moving I can't fully put anything away, because it's just going to be moved again.
such a pain!
and
the pistons are pissing me off right now too. they should be beating the bulls with no problems. but of course not. they better pull it together.
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| Monday, August 21st, 2006
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1:26 am
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i start school in like 8 hours. unreal. this summer just flew by.
i have so much i still have to do. it is actually rediculous. i've been so busy. If I haven't been working I've been helping everyone move in to their new places and get settled. I am EXHAUSTED. but i ACTUALLY don't have work tomorrow. but i have school 9.40-5.30 and all my classes are dance classes so i'm gonna be DEAD.
gotta fix my schedule still...drop/add one class. gotta fix up my room. i've been so busy on everyone else's apartments and such that I havent spent any time in mine at all.
well
should prolly sew my ballet shoes...
I DANCE TOMORROW! =D
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| Friday, August 11th, 2006
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9:52 pm
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well, every now and then I realize that I still have this to write in...crazy I know.
I've been so busy with work and my trip back to Michigan.
my first shift as manager is tomorrow. thank goodness for more money.
I can't believe classes start back up in a week. Chelsey and Ashley are already back...they got back on wednesday and thursday.
I don't want michael to move away from me. I'm so sad about it. I have to take him to the airport on Tuesday morning. He'll be gone for a week and then back for like 10 days, and then he'll be gone forever. He has just become such a good friend these past few months, and he's probably one of my favorite people to talk to. I'm gonna miss him so much. sad. At least he'll be here for my birthday...with his brother.
*Lips of an Angel*
Honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it so hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late
- Hinder
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| Saturday, July 1st, 2006
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3:59 pm
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so Adam Brody was just on Smallville....he had powers...it made him even hotter!
I've been like laying in my bed the past three days cause it hurts to stand. it is actually rediculous. My ankle hurts real bad and i dunno what I did to it. Last night at work was hell... just too much pain.
but tonight at work should be AMAZING...
it;ll be Me, Shayna, Michael, Greg, Justin and Jeff...the coolest people at CSC. in otherwords...me, shayna and our boys! haha
maybe I'll find something to do afterwards too. shayna said she knows of some parties...so maybe I'll do that...
I finally hung out with Mike again. that made me real happy. it seemed like things were fine with us so i can only hope!
I also hung with Davey Jenn Jeff Adam and Samiya...which i hadn't done since like spring break...well at least not with all of them so that was awesome. we wanted to go to the club on thursday..but I defiantely wouldn't have made it with my ankle. SOON I HOPE!
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| Wednesday, June 28th, 2006
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11:55 pm
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I want to dance.
It's been like a month and I need it. I'm hopefully going to the Buzz tomorrow so I'll be able to dance there...but its not the same. like real dance...I should look into taking classes somewhere...but at the same time I don't want to spend the money on it cause I WANT A CAR! NOW! the less I spend the faster I'll have the money! honestly.
i dunno. i'm so bored right now.
got my haircut today. its okay.
nothing exciting in my life at all.
i hate boys. they all suck! lol well not all of them, but the dumb ones the have girlfriends suck. thats for sure.
AND the dumb ones that don't have girlfriends but don't listen when i say I don't want to be anything like that with them! and even worse are the ones who ignore me because i told them that. mm...fantastic. Grow up!
work has been fun. i got a raise $$ good news. I've been working al ot and I'm really okay with that. i love the people i work with so its awesome. a little over a month til everyone comes back! i'm WAY excited for that. it should be a BLAST.
welp
peace out
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| Tuesday, June 20th, 2006
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6:37 pm - life...as we know it!
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so good story.
i wrote on my first cake today at work!
yup that's right - I'm amazing! lol
I've been hanging out with Shayna a lot...
I just love her!
she's been introducing me to her friends...
now I hang out with them too! haha
i think it's sweet how many people I've met here...even over the summer.
i just LOVE IT!
and justin is amazing - he said he could totally hook me up with a car for cheap.
i love knowing people who know people.
=D
and...i'm crazy about this boy...and it sucks...cause I can't have him...
and...
on a completely unrelated note...
the mavs had better win tonight!!!!!!!!
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| Friday, June 16th, 2006
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12:30 am
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I just saw Kenny Chesney in concert.
i almost died.
o how i love him.
almost as much as i love someone else...ugh.
frustration is setting in.
hate when i want something that i know i can't have.
love him but can't have him.
ugh.
need to get over it
but...
i can't.
damn him
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| Monday, June 5th, 2006
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1:03 pm
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everyone needs to watch room raiders on thursday!
my roommate will be on it!...so you'll get to see part of my house!
plus you'll get to see my hott roommmate/my better half!!
rachael!
DON'T MISS IT!
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| Friday, May 19th, 2006
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3:21 pm
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sad.
i think i need to give up on basketball.
all my teams are killing me right now.
ARG! pistons better fucking kick some ass tonight or I'm gonna flip my shit!
SPURS TOO!
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PHX better win on monday. honestly its killing me slowly and painfully!
maybe i should start rooting for the other team...then maybe my team will actually win!
I'm getting real nervous bout this!
and yes. sports run my life. get over it!
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| Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
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3:30 pm
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so. i come home a week from Tomorrow. i expect to see you all.
I'll only be in Michigan for like a week and a half. Then back to AZ and back to my job!
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| Sunday, April 9th, 2006
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2:35 pm - Laura...ur killing me with these things...but I can't not do them!
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Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!
1. I'm changing lanes and talking on the phone and driving way too fast.
2. Won't believe the things I've seen, far beyond your wildest dreams.
3. For the longest while we jamming in the Party
4. Empty spaces fill me up with holes
5. WIshin and hopin and thinkin and prayin..
6. We sending this out to all the ladies all over the world (LAURA)
7. I waited til I saw the sun, I don't know why I didn't come (LAURA)
8. Everything I've been doin is all bad.
9. I can think of younger days when living for my life
10. If you see him, tell him I wish him well
11. Ohh...Can anybody see the light
12. I've never done anything That would ever bring a tear to your eye
13. As I'm talking my words slip to the floor (TED)
14. Where are we. What the hell. is going on
15. When I think back on these times and the dreams we left behind (LAUREN)
16. If you wait for me, then I'll come for you
17. When we all finally washed ashore
18. Yeh, uh huh. so Seductive
19. Now every little thing that we do (LAUREN)
20. That autumn leaves fall dry and sweet
crazy that I haven't listened to some of these songs in such a long time. and even crazier-i didn't know I had some of them on my computer! I guess thats what I get for letting people put music on my computer when they're over here!
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| Thursday, April 6th, 2006
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4:18 pm - this is quiite entertaining!
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Go to the music player of your choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud and press play. Use the song titles as your answers. NO CHEATING!
How does the world see me?
Song: Five Feet High and Rising
Artist: Johnny Cash
Quote: "Cow's in water up past her knees, Three feet high and risin"
Comments: I just keep coming, no matter what
Will I have a happy life?
Song: When it Rains I Pour
Artist: Gretchen Wilson
Quote: "When life aint goin my way, and I can't take one more day of rain. hey hey, its okay. I don't need a dose of Dr. Phil, I don't need your make it all better pill, when I;m low, don'tcha know, when it rains I pur a couple more rounds til the hurtin and the heartache start to drown"
Comments: Even if it's not okay, I'll be okay eventually! Just give me a drink! haha
What do my friends really think of me?
Song: I Hope Tomorrow is like today
Artist: Guster
Quote: "Everything that we are now; Is everything we can't let go; Or its gone forever, far away; I hope tomorrow is like today"
Comments: They want to keep me around! yea! they want every day with me to replay over and over! DAMN STRAIGHT! =D
Do people secretly lust after me?
Song: June on the West Coast
Artist: Bright Eyes
Quote: "And I felt I was on fire with the things I could have told you, I just assumed that you eventually would have asked"
Comments: YEA THEY DO! check that out!
How can I make myself happy?
Song: I Will Survive
Artist: Cake
Quote: "At first I was afraid, I was petrified. I kept thinking I could never live without you By my side. But then I spent so many nights Just thinking how you've done me wrong, I grew strong - I learned how to get along"
Comments: I can makes myself happy too. I have the strength!
What should I do with my life?
Song: Laundry baskets
Artist: Aqueduct
Quote: "Considering yourself a loser at least I'm good at what I do. so I sit, and I wait for the day that you say: why did you wait so long?"
Comments: I'm gonna be a loser for most of my life, until someone tells me otherwise?
Why should life be full of so much pain?
Song: O What a World
Artist: Rufus Wainright
Quote: Why am I always on a plane or a fast train, Oh what a world my parents gave me, Always Travelin' but not in love"
Comments: It's all our parents faults! there it is, plain and simple. BTW, this is one of the best songs ever!
How can I maximize my pleasure during sex?
Song: Making Memories of Us
Artist: Keith Urban
Quote: "I wanna sleep with you forever, And I wanna die in your arms, In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm"
Comments: be in a cabin - be crazy in love - and go for the stamina -make it last forever! ;-)
Will I ever have children?
Song: Date Rape
Artist: Sublime
Quote: "That's when things got out of control. The moral of the date rape story, it does not pay to be drunk and horny."
Comments: uhm, if I do...it'll be from being drunk and horny? sad.
Will I die happy?
Song: Dude (Looks Like a Lady)
Artist: Aerosmith
Quote: "What a funky lady She like it like it like it like that He was a lady Baby let me follow you down"
Comments: I will die happy (likin it!) and...im going to hell, but someone will be following me down...
What is some good advice for me?
Song: Breakaway
Artist: Kelly Clarkston
Quote: "Out of the darkness and into the sun,But I won't forget all the ones that I love. I'll take a risk, take a chance, Make a change, and break away."
Comments: Just get away, a new start. But I need to remember the ones I love. -- That's kind of like what happened when I moved out to AZ!
What is happiness?
Song: Hey, Good Lookin
Artist: Jimmy Buffet (with Kenny Chesny, Clint Black, Toby Keith, Alan Jackson, and George Strait)
Quote: "Well, I'm gonna throw my date book over the fence, And buy me one for 5 or 10 cents, I'll keep it till it's covered with tape, 'Cause I'm writin' your name down on every page"
Comments: Happiness is finding your "good looking"! and finding the one you want to spend every day with
What is my favourite fetish?
Song: River man
Artist: Ben harper or drake nick?...i dunno - computer says Ben Harper, but the lyrics are under nick drake?
Quote: "For when she thought of summer end Calling for her mind again She lost the pain, and stayed for more"
Comments: I like to be in pain, and then try and forget it, and come back for more. This really is true, i have been known to do that.
How will I be remembered?
Song: Unfold
Artist: Jason Mraz
Quote: "I'm holding up because I figure that I just make it."
Comments: I'll be remembered for always holding on longer than I should just for hopes that I will make it, or things will work out.
Its actually kind of rediculous how many of these things actually apply to me - and its just like a random thing.
current mood:  cheerful
current music: Love You Madly, Cake
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| Monday, April 3rd, 2006
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11:37 pm
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well - this weekend was eventful.
friday - went to the mall, went to DVs dance show - it was better than the one earlier this year, so props to them! uhm went to applebees and then chels and ashley came back to my house. we had a dance party and while ashley was on the phone with davey chels and i had a photo shoot. This day was a lot more eventful than it sounds due to arguments and such - but what can ya do? I don't wanna write about that stuff...cause its been fixed so yay
saturday - went to some park downtown for this like basketball tourney/fair thing. I dunno we were watching Myke and his sucky team play. But we also were dancing up a storm..."lean with it, rock wit it" amazing. davey and i decided we're gonna audition for faze2 - its like a hip hop group i dunno. it'd b fun! then we went to daveys and then jeff joined us and we all went to Famous Daves where we got the waitress to tell durty jokes and make an orgasm sound - yea the color game that never gets old! we went back to the dorms after and then went to a party at this guy chris' house - okay this GORGEOUS guy chris. Yea, i definately found my new favorite drink there...i'll give you a hint - they drink it in Moulin Rouge and its bright green! it is AMAZING! we got back to the dorms and i passed out cuddling with a chair i guess cause i said i didnt have a guy to cuddle with. i dunno. but yea
sunday - we ended up going to this lake with chris and his friends. Chels and i didnt wanna go but then ashley bitched at us and I was real pissed cause she said that she needed us but then after i got her to his house she drove up with him and wasn't with us at all. but whatever i got tan...and i went on the boat with them...then she rode back with chris too. but whatever. it was a nice day to be at the lake. honestly it was so pretty.
so i found out my uncles getting married in May, so I will be home then - I don't know the date yet, so we'll see what happens. But it'll be around the end of may that I come home for awhile like a week or two. I just know I have to be back here before June 14...cause I have the best roommates ever and they bought me kenny chesney tickets!!! AHHHHH I LOVE HIM and i cannot wait to see him live! =D
there are other things going on too but I don't really feel like writing anymore. Plus its confusing and i don't even know what to say - yea.
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| Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
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9:57 pm
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its wierd how bad news/bad events all tend to b clumped in the same time frame.
my grandpa passed away yesterday.
i'm not gonna be with my family.
its all just falling apart.
had to talk to my eng. prf. today cause i hadnt gone to class since last monday - he was pretty cool, i get an extension on my huge ass paper if i need it. he said im doing good and i hadnt missed until now. i got lucky having him
my advisor said im pretty much done with all my gen ed courses - so that should make life a lot easier.
im gonna start french next semester
ugh im so empty i dont even kno what to do with myself right now.
i kinda wanna come home
but at the same time i dont - there really isnt anything there for me anymore since all my friends are at school..but theres only one other person id see...but i dont know if i could handle that. just seeing him and knowing that we werent still together - knowing he doesnt want to be with me anymore just tears me up inside. ill just never be enough. no matter what i do, no one will ever wanna stay with me.
either way everyone leaves me...either by realizing im not what they want or by dying.
ill just be alone
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| Monday, March 27th, 2006
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1:16 am
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you know, it's so easy to pretend that everythings okay and that you're completely over it - but then you talk to them again and well, its not so easy anymore.
despite everything, i love him - and i miss him so much.
sometimes life really just isn't fair.
current mood:  depressed
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| Friday, March 10th, 2006
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2:15 pm
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hoorah!
it is now officially spring break!!
I'm pretty excited to hang around AZ and not have to go to school! Here I come Pool! =D
I'm in chelsey's dorm right now, she's getting ready to go back to Wisco - and I think ashley already left. sad. but at least Davey, Jenn, and Myke are gonna be here...and I might go take classes with Molly at Ballet Arizona, so that would be amazing.
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| Friday, February 24th, 2006
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4:41 pm
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It's already been a year...
I cannot even believe it.
Rufus I miss you so much - I think about you every day, and I cannot wait until I get to see you again.
I love you.
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| Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
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3:46 pm
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Well, I don't think I;ve written anything since before I came back to AZ...lifes been hella-busy.
the show starts in officially 2 days...and I am really excited. Dress rehearsal tonight and tomorrow. Should be pretty boring actually - I will never get to leave school but I guess it will be worth it. My moms coming into town on Thursday night. uhm yea.
its definately been between 75 and 80 degrees everyday and chelsey and I have been laying by the pool in our spare time!
o we got to go see Matthew Bournes Swan Lake...that was awesome - well there were a few mishaps but the show was still AMAZING!
I dunno this semester has been going good but its just been crazy....I might finally be getting a job too...woo-hoo! about time. well yea!
I should do some homework before rehearsal!
love
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